Melissa’s Blog

I cant do it anymore….

I missed my bus by about 2 mins, if I had left the house 2 mins before I would have made it. Its ok though because Alicia is gonna take me to work (she is my altera ride). Hoping my day goes well, I am waiting for a package to arrive and I am really hoping for it to come today. Trying not to stress over that or anything else. I tend to stress for people. I see someone stressed about something and I stress about them stressing. Because they are stressing about someone else’s problems. Its like a funky little circle of life. I am trying not to think about upsetting things, - Bamboozle is next week and I am really excited for it. Its just coming so fast I fear I wont be ready in time. There is so much to get done and do before it comes and so I am writing lists and scrambling to find time to get things done. I am very busy this weeked and since those are my only days off its hard to make time for other things like shopping.

UGH ok I think Alicia is here so I am going to go
More to come

–M

Serda is my lucky charm. Anytime we go to get food lately I some how end up not having to pay. We went to dinner tonight with Scott and Tanya. Jason was our waiter and he is my NEW FAVORTIE - funny funny boy. At one point we heard a plate drop and was eh about it now worries. Then they bring out the food and tell me it was my food that dropped. But then I got my meal FOR FREE!!!! (ROCK ON SERDA) So while we are eating people from work walk in and the person I am fighting with walks in. So I am not paying any attention and their sig. other waves at me like yeah ok…. I really wanna see either of you or be nice. We aren’t at work, sorry no fake niceness here. UGH!! Oh so loooove venting FAVORITE part of the day. I so DO NOT want to go to work … just dreading seeing this person. Just really do not want to see them or talk to them or be near them. Ok Family Guy on…. more to come!

– M

I had a really really long day at work. I am fighting with someone at work. It’s hard, no one is really taking sides, and we both think we are right. I am going to have to talk to our manager about it. Only thing to do. I cried for like almost 20 minutes about this after work and I am trying very hard not to cry at the current moment. I just don’t know what to do anymore. This sucks and reminding me of bad times in the past. My head hurts. I am gonna go eat.

– M